When I see timeline in facebook, it really reminds me to the old memories. I really miss to hangout, laugh out loud, exchange stories and tease with my school friends. I can never have anyone to replace them in near future.

Convent Kajang is the best place i have ever spent in my life and met with awesome people.

Ubat penyakit sombong

1. Diam dan jangan banyak cakap. Biasanya kalau banyak cakap nanti timbul pula perkataan dusta daripada mulut kita.
2. Berasa cukup dengan apa yang dimiliki. Biasanya kalau berlebih-lebih nanti mesti tak puas dan nak lebih lagi.
3. Jangan tonjolkan diri untuk jadi popular. Biasanya kalau dah popular nanti pandang rendah terhadap orang lain.
4. Biasakan diri dengan sikap kasih sayang dan saling hormat-menghormati. Biasanya kalau tak ada rasa belas nanti sifat zalim pula yang datang.
5. Jangan bersifat buruk sangka kepada orang lain. Biasanya kalau ada sifat buruk sangka nanti kita hilang kawan atau tiada kawan langsung.
6. Sentiasa bertafakur memikirkan kelemahan diri dan mengingati kebesaran Allah s.w.t. Biasanya kalau kita tidak bermuhasabah nanti kita hanya tahu yang kita ini kononya bagus.
7. Selalulah berdoa dan memohon taufik dan hidayah Allah s.w.t. Biasanya kalau kita tidak berdoa nanti kita menghidap penyakit 'syirik kecil'. Nauzubillah.

sumber: Gen-Q, isu 05

Sahabat yang setia bagai pewangi yang mengharumkan. Sahabat sejati menjadi pendorong impian. Sahabat berhati mulia membawa kita ke jalan Allah. Semulia-mulia manusia ialah yang mempunyai adab, merendah diri ketika berkedudukan tinggi, memaafkan ketika berdaya membalas dan bersikap adil ketika kuat.

(Khalifah abdul Malik Marwan)

Ilmu itu lebih baik daripada harta. Ilmu menjaga kamu tetapi kamu menjaga harta. Ilmu itu penghukum (hakim) dan harta terhukum. Harta itu kurang apabila dibelanjakan tetapi ilmu bertambah apabila dibelanjakan 

(Sayidina Ali)

sumber: Gen-Q, isu 05

Peringatan buat diri #2

Musuh ketat bagi terbaik adalah baik. Buat Betul biar betul-betul

Berfirman Allah Taala yang bermaksud:

      "Wahai manusia, sesungguhnya telah datang kepadamu pengajaran daripada Tuhanmu dan penawar bagi hati.

        Kenapakah kamu memilih untuk berbuat baik hanya kepada mereka yang berbuat baik kepadamu?

        Kenapakah kamu memilih untuk bersilaturrahim hanya kepada mereka yang bersilaturrahim denganmu?

        Kenapa kamu memilih untuk berbicara hanya kepada mereka yang berbicara denganmu?

        Kenapa kamu memilih untuk memberi makan hanya kepada mereka yang memberi makan kepadamu?

        Kenapa kamu memilih untuk memuliakan hanya kepada mereka yang memuliakanmu? Tidak terlebih baik seseorang itu daripada yang lain. sesungguhnya orang yang beriman kepada Allah dan Rasul, mereka melakukan kebaikan kepada orang yang jahat kepada mereka, bersilaturrahim kepada mereka yang memutuskannya. 

        Memaafkaan mereka yang tidak memberi kemaafan kepadanya. Mereka amanah kepada meraka yang mengkhianatinya. Berbicara kepada mereka yang enggan berbicara dengannya. Memuliakan mereka yang meghinanya.

       Sesungguhnya Aku tersangat mengetahui tentang perbuatan kamu."

[ Petikan Hadis Qudsi, Kitab Imam al-Ghazali: al-Mawa'iz Fil Ahadis al-Qudsiah]

sumber: U-turn ke jalan lurus, Zul Ramli M. Razali

Peringatan buat diri #1

Bukan semua yang disukai memberikan kesukaan akhirnya


Berfirman Allah taala yang bermaksud:

         "Wahai anak Adam, wahai hamba kepada dinar dan dirham, Aku menjadikan kedua-duanya bagimu supaya kamu memperoleh makanan dan pakaian daripada rezeki Ku agar engkau bertasbih Kepada-Ku dan mensucikan Aku.


          Tetapi kemudiannya kamu mengambil kitab-Ku dan kamu letakkannya di belakangmu. Kamu mengambil dinar dan dirham dan kamu junjung di atas kepalamu. Engkau memuliakan rumah-rumahmu dan kamu merendahkan rumah-rumah-Ku. Bukanlah kamu itu orang yang baik-baik dan orang yang merdeka melainkan kamu itu adalah hamba dunia.


          Sebenarnya perhimpunan seperti itu (yang menghimpunkan harta di dalam dunia) adalah umpama kubur yang diwarnakan dengan warna putih. Zahirnya kelihatan indah tetapi di dalamnya sangat mengerikan.


         Kamu juga yang berbuat baik terhadap manusia serta mengasihi mereka dengan kata-katamu yang manis dan perbuatan kamu yang cantik tetapi kamu menjauhi dengan hati  -hati kamu yang keras dan keaddan kamu yang keji.


         Wahai anak Adam, ikhlaskanlah amalanmu dan pintalah kepada-Ku maka akan Kuperkenankan permintaanmu itu lebih banyak daripada yang dipinta oleh orang yang meminta,"

[ Petikan Hadis Qudsi, Kitab Imam al-Ghazali: al-Mawa'iz Fil Ahadis al-Qudsiah]


sumber: U-turn ke jalan lurus, Zul Ramli M. Razali

Aku suka artikel ini

kerja pun ibadat?

Ada betulnya apabila pepatah mengatakan, 'baik berpada-pada'

They really can make me laugh hard

haha. I saw that Harry-Potter-look-alike dude again. Jodoh kuat nih.hahahahahah ok.crap.

Some people just don't know how to say 'please' when they need someone's help. That simple word could make a huge different.

Don't take people's kindness for granted.

If you're willing to fail interestingly, you tend to succeed interestingly.    Edward Albee

When people go through something rough in life, they say, " I'm taking it one day at a time." Yes, so is everybody. Because that's how time works.     Hannibal Buress, comedian


source: Reader's digest

wow! A lot of things happen within this two days while i have been away to Kuantan.

#1- I have been shocked with the news of Kajang got flooded. I have been so thankful to not get trapped in the flood since I always go to Metro Kajang and park my car at the basement.

#2- Youtube has changed their page.

penyakit ilmu ialah LUPA
penyakit harta ialah BAKHIL
penyakit syahwat ialah ZINA
penyakit hati ialah DENGKI
penyakit wanita banyak pada mulutnya (mengumpat)
penyakit lelaki banyak pada matanya (memandang yang haram)

(fedtri yahya, 2011)

I just watched cash cab asia. I have even got to watch Hansen and Henry Golding won the cash. They are not only have the look but also the brain. That is why I have been admiring them.

Kejayaan

Jatuh...

Bangun!

Jatuh lagi...

Tetap bangun!

Masih jatuh...

Tapi tak pernah terlintas untuk tidak bangun semula. *bangun*

Aku baru sahaja selesai membaca entri mengenai da'e di blog kereta mayat. Dan aku terjumpa video ini melalui komen-komen yang diberikan.

Kenapa manusia selalu menceritakan kehebatan dan kebaikan yang telah mereka lakukan?

Kerana bagi aku orang yang betul-betul hebat adalah mereka yang telah melakukan sesuatu perkara dengan sehabis baik tanpa mengharapkan balasan dan tidak menghebahkan perkara tersebut kerana mereka tahu Allah lebih maha mengetahui perkara kebaikan yang telah mereka lakukan dan pasti akan mendapat ganjaran yang setimpal.

I am just tired listening what people got to say. I just want to do things on my own way, the way I like but still give the same results.

From now on, I will just say whatever I feel like saying without ever thinking those bitches' feelings. Because they neither care mine. Why should I care for them.

Been holding back for a long time and my patience has reached the limit.

TO EARN RESPECT, YOU HAVE TO GIVE RESPECT.

Arghhhh... I feel like screaming now. Hope things will work out as they are and no more delay.

I just don't get it why people like to make other people's life difficult when they are just too lazy to work it out or just jealous of it. Not that they are OKU or disabled but just that they are lazy. That is the only reason.sigh.

I am really fine if we do sometimes have the day where we are laze to do anything. Not that we are perfect all the time I'm saying. But you don't have the right to make people's life difficult even you have the chance to do so when you can just do it by yourself.

For instance, if they have the fear to drive. Everyone has that fear when they started to drive. That not leave me an exception. You just have to encounter the feeling and practice A LOT to get used to the driving. Other people won't be your driver all the time unless you hire one.

I don't have to say everything that I know. I don't have to tell everything that I do. I don't have to be at my best all the time. I don't have to tell the reason for things that I do. Yet THEY still want me to be part of their lives and I know they are always there for me.

Their understanding, maturity and faithful for me really touch my heart. I certainly will not give up on them.

9.10.11

I just realised the date on my phone at 2.40am when I can't go to bed. Exhausted, tired, fatigue, burn out, weary are what I feel now.

I love hang out with my family. They are the best!!

I don't want to change my character because of the bitches around me. I am fine with myself.
I don't have to be bitch to get all the attention. I am happy with my life.

I would really like to just forget what had happened, move on and be better than before.
To really think hard about it does not worth the time wasted for future. But it's not an easy job.
Hope Allah will show the right path throughout the journey. InsyaAllah.

Some people just do not deserve our loyalty and kindness.

Been listening to Big Bang for the past few days. I have a huge crush at TOP. =] Unbearable hotness and cuteness.

i guess im just being too nice to everyone until they start to take advantage on me.

I have to be firm and stand for my right.

I am postponing again. I hope my parents will not be mad at me and i will try my best again for next semester.

I need to learn how to eliminate negative energy surrounding me so that i can be more focus on more important things rather than busy thinking useless stuff. Be more focus #notetoself

family

i love my family so much.

They always there for me supporting no matter what i do regardless of my weaknesses as human being.

I am not going to be as what i am now without their advices, loves, attentions given by them without any second thoughts.

I know all the restrictions and scolds are for my own good. For my own future. I am so grateful to have both as my parents. I try to be a good child.

luahan terpendam

I am at the stage where i am not sure of myself.

especially to those who like to manipulate people, scan people from up to down, someone i barely knew by asking very 'weird' questions out of sudden like,

#why do you like to wear ... ?(refer to something that i always wear)

#you don't want to color your hair? (don't you know it is haram?)

#you don't want to try this? (pointing to nail polisher)

#you know how to read jawi? (so underestimate)

#what are you wearing? (in a very cynical way)

#owh you know how to play bowling? (another understatement)

#Do you pray together at home? (to that extent??)

#Is it true, you never have a boyfriend?? (what?????) (nampak sangat selalu mengata pasal aku)

#when do you like to start football? (you know everything about me but u miss out so important info, shame on you)

and many more...

I have no idea what is the reason behind for asking those questions.
Apparently, I am not comfortable answering those questions but i patiently answered those without any negative thoughts behind the questions.

But whenever i ask them similar to those questions, they will avoid to answer back and try to change topic as if i never realise that. Then I start to reason why they ask me such questions.

Is that what they call bitchy?? I call it a plain rude. They are full with negative things.
I am so blissed not to have anyone near me for the past 17 years with that kind of attitude.
Or is that common to those who don't have any other things to do but only to talk about other people.
Sick mentality yo!!

Those who notice that i might have a slight change to my attitude for the past few months,
that is because of them and i am changing back myself to the old me, to the positive mind !!

My school friends know me better. I dont have to prove anything.

After all the ups and downs, I am feeling much better now.

Btw, I would like to wish Happy Birthday, dad!!

Whatever happens in life I still love you dad. Thanks for taking a good care of me.

I try to eliminate as much unwanted things to think as possible and only focus on things that should be done.

Yeah I know I can do it!!

He shows a lot of sign.

But im just being ignorant.

Just being skeptical.

Sometimes how hard we try be someone else, eventually we will back to ourselves.

No point of becoming someone else when you do not enjoy being one.

Just be yourself. Live happily. Enjoy whatever you do.

Aku suka menonton rancangan Cafe Akhil Hayy.

Rancangan itu banyak mengingatkan aku tatkala aku lupa dan hanyut dengan dunia.

Banyak lagi perkara yang aku tak tahu. Banyak lagi benda yang aku perlu pelajari.

Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan. Amin.

True friends might not always at your side but always there for you whenever you need them without second thought. 

Regardless of who you are, what you wear, how you look, they never question much and just accept the way you are. They always give support whenever you are down. 

It is hard to find a replacement for the only one and true friend of mine, Syaza Izura!! Missing you so much!!

After watching this one video, I have no words to say about guys nowadays. =S







Still having high hope to meet him and have deeper conversation.

Aku baru sahaja selesai menjawab soalan survey yang diajukan melalui talian telefon.

Mengambil masa hampir 25 minit dan lebih dari 50 soalan yang ditanya.

Aku berasa simpati dengan si tukang tanya kerana dia bertanyakan soalan tanpa henti sepanjang talian dan terpaksa mengulang skala 5 hingga 1 untuk aku tentukan. Pertanyaannya penuh dengan sopan.

Ada sekali tu dia berkata, ''kejap ye cik'', dan aku mendengar dia terbatuk-batuk yang agak teruk dan kembali bertanyakan soalan dan masih dengan nada yang sopan. Aku sangat berbangga kerana masih ada orang-orang yang berdedikasi dan tetap memberikan yang terbaik walau apa jua keadaan kerana rata-rata yang aku perhatikan adalah sebaliknya.

CAYALAH, KAK!!

21 Mac

Happy Birthday, Botak!!

Semoga menjadi yang lebih baik!!

Eventhough I always speak at not-very-normal-volume-of-voice to him, tease him, being very sarcastic, you are still my lovely brother no matter what. Sorry for not being a good sister.

You have grown up, Bhai!! =]

Not forgetting Shafiza's birthday, Happy Birthday, Shafiza!!

I need more energy booster.

haih

sabar aku ada batasnya...

Fatigue

TiredTiredTiredTiredTired

That's what my mind and body feels now.

Things happen for reasons and try to take it positively.

And always be prepared!!

Haters

hate being manipulated

hate being used

hate being forced

Mom was so cool when i said i might not get through all the papers.

"Belajarlah...", the only thing that she said.

I know she is tired of nagging since all has grown up and can think for their own.

Lately, he only nag to my younger brother.

Sometimes i do miss that nag.

I won't let you down ma!

Should just get busy with life and forget what had happened. -Things I should do.-

But it is not easy to forget just like that. I'm trying.

But still very hard.

I'm still trying.

Heechul & Donghae <3
The song literally doesn't represent my heart at the moment

cancelled??

For real??

Okay. That's not cool.

Please don't cancel Bruno Mars concert. Been wanting to see him live!

pretend he procrastinated had no motivation

Been listening to this song for the past few days. I prefer this one than without Eminem and the lyrics are different other than Hayley's part.

Kind a lazy to upload the video...hehe

B.o.B ft Hayley Williams & Eminem – Airplanes Part 2 Lyrics

[Chorus - Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

[Bridge]
Dreaming.
(oh oh oh oh)
Of falling (mmm mmm mmm mmm)
Dreaming (ooh oh oh oh)

[B.o.B - Verse 1]
(ya) Lets pretend like it’s 98
like i’m eating lunch off of styrofoam trays
trying to be the next rapper comin out the A (A-town)
Hoping for a record deal to ignore my pain (ya)
now lets pretend like i’m on the stage
and when my beat drops everybody goes insane (woo)
okay
and everybody know my name and everywhere I go people wanna hear me sing (oh)
oh yeah and I just dropped my new album on the first week I did Five-Hundred Thousand
gold in the spring and diamond in the fall and then a world tour just to top it all off
and lets pretend like they called me the greatest selling out arenas with big ass stages
and everybody loved me and no-one ever hated
lets try to use imagination

[Chorus]

[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Okay lets pretend like this never happened (never)
like I never had dreams of being a rapper (rapper)
like I didn’t write raps up in all of my classes
like I never used to run away into the blackness
now lets pretend like it was all good (good) like i didn’t live staring in a notebook (notebook)
like I did the things that i probably knew i should (should)
but Ii aint have neighbours thats why they call it hood (hood yeah)
now lets pretend like i aint got a name before they ever call me BOB aka Bobby ray
i’m talking back before the mixtapes (yeah) before the videos and the deals and the fame
before the ever once compared me to Andre before i ever got on Myspace
before they ever noticed my face so lets just pretend and make wishes out of airplanes

[Chorus]

[Bridge II]
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone) and just memories
(oh oh)
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone)

[Eminem]
allright lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen
lets pretend things would have been no different
pretend he procrastinated had no motivation
pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin they could blow away with the wind
marshall you’re never gonna make it makes no sense to play the game there ain’t no way that you’ll win
pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends
pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend
and it wasn’t time to move and schools were changing again
he wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid
he had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as sh-t
and he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as sh-t
f-ck a talent show in a gymnasium bitch you won’t amount to sh-t quit daydreaming kid
you need to get your cranium checked you thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic
now pretend they ain’t just make him angry with this sh-t and there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed it
and his alarm went off to wake him off but he didn’t make it to the rap Olympics slept through his plane and he missed it
he’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailey and Laney these food stamps and this WIC sh-t
cuz he never risked shit he hopes and he wished it but it didn’t fall in his lap so he ain’t even here
he pretends that…

[Hayley Williams]
Airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

Uh hmm oh oh oh ooo
Uhu mm aalalalaa

Read more: http://www.killerhiphop.com/b-o-b-airplanes-2-lyrics-eminem/#ixzz1E5VL5DYv

Bruno Mars yo!!

Articles on Bruno Mars concert in Malaysia has really attracted my attention just now. I really want to see him singing live so badly. I've been his fan ever since i fell in love with his Grenade song and his voice.

However, at the moment, there is no announcement to the ticket price.

Before this, had a heartbreak for missing Paramore concert.

I hope my parents would be sporting enough this time to allow their daughter to go for the concert. *pray hard*

:'(

I feel bad about myself.

                                                                             lovequotes

Bowls

My brother. Lost to him by 9 pins. He has improved a lot.

*ding

Hello. This would be my ...*thinking* Okay. I have lost count on my attempts to make a blog last long. Because the previous blogs will end up with very dull entry and will only full with crap that come across in mind without proper thinking.

Will take this time very serious and make sure this would be the one and only blog that last longer. Amin~

Hello again!

First of all, I would like to apologize if i would say anything that might disturb or hurt your feelings because all of my entries are from my views and opinions of what i have been raised and experienced for the past two decades and i have certainly no intention to do such.