Yeah, sometimes I do feel kind a frustrated whenever I  see any pretty or nice stuff on internet but not able to buy them online due to only ground shipping or just not yet available in Malaysia when it has been forever available for  that country.

I need to be more systematic...

seriously im afraid to lose you.

okay, i should not put a lot of stress on myself...

When it comes to relationship, I like it slow and steady. No push from any party. If we are meant to be, we are meant to be.